's too hard when I can't even catch your eye so I can't send you messages and at night I dream of reasons that I can't let you go but I don't know if
just something about his smile He looks so nice, I wish I had friends like that They'd always be there for me, I wouldn't look bad They wouldn't talk
I don't let it so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts and I don't know but
And I grew up on alcoholic evenings and slow jazz music to keep my heart beating because after all that happens in a dissolving family the need for a
while I just stay the same? I feel like being down doesn't mean enough to anyone anymore and I guess the world has made emotion obsolete and I don't think
someone come apart from the insides to outsides but every day I see strings fall loose and every day I see hope lost- with all this complicated I can't
I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely but I bit my lip and you said yes and I thought of
you by saying what I want to 'cause it's not like you don't know I've fallen for you but it's in my head and that's where you can't see it and I thought
isn't it ironic how you still have ideals and I still have nothing? and now I'm hoping that you'll change so we can see straight some day.
Oh great here I go again I'm stuck in this rut and I'm not sure how to begin- should I tell you everything? I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you