Texty: Anxiety Attack. Other. Lost.

I'll say i dont mind
and try to act normal
i dont want you to read me
just fucking listen
now im walking away cause you didnt listen
im not blaming you
i know its my fault
show me evil in a mirror
now im fucking caught
i fight the feeling to belong
ive missed this feeling for so long
i cant take this shit
fuck the glossy lips when im away
i need a reason for living these days
do these words show you how im feeling
cut me open
we can start the healing
I've lost the will to love
I've lost the will to live
I've lost