I tried to be the one that everybody loved Where has that gotten me I tear myself to shreds to prove That I'm someone that I could never be Now these
Is this what it's like? A dream lacking serenity? A wordless conversation, a "You and I" without a me Well I try and I won't get far I'll die and I won
Fireworks at dawn as I sit for assistance This glass keeps me calm, it reflects back my bent image Of someone who's lost, getting older by the minute
I take a shot of Jameson or Jack to start the morning off with old friends I'll celebrate like it's the anniversary of the day that we first met I've
Well I had a dream last night And in my dream I took a knife to you I slit your throat from ear to ear The wound was gasping for the air Your scream so
The garden state has never looked so pitiful and gray As I awake to the garbage left today I hope they take all of my old mistakes 'Cause I can't seem
I'm so fuckin' over this My sins mean everything Subconscious thoughts are what I need today They said they're gonna get me You ain't getting out alive
Sometimes I feel so meaningless Tangled up in the widows web The more I struggle The tighter the noose will get I'm screaming for help Outside of the
I take a final breath Breath it in my lungs 'Cause everything I've done Has made me numb If I had just one wish It'd be to let this out So let go And
Fuck with, my heart I'll teach you what it's like To be, so used That you'll have to clean That dirt stuck in Your plastic finger nails And just the
Sometimes I try to do things And it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to And I get real frustrated And I'm like, I try hard to do it And I'm like
My Irish eyes look out at the Atlantic I think I drink enough to probably drain it Then I could walk to Spain Through valleys that were once full And
Just know we are a speck in time So follow your bliss and destroy the beauty I'll lock myself alone in a room Drink until the clock strikes noon With
As this cup empties, I slowly fade from me. As day's torn by night, We drift from sight. And as hope drifts away, We're left with broken dreams
To kill the whitest looking dove To hate everything I love And I'm trying to pretend Oh, in wanting life to end That I am not another stupid Little teenage
I've gotta start livin' Cause my life's passing me by I'm a wreck, I'm unraveling You're in the front row as I'm struggling The spotlight shines showing
I just want to feel alive And love myself From the in and the outside 'Cause every time That I start to feel whole I knock myself on the ground Because
This island has become An ocean and my boat's too small The waves are crashing in And I can't save this sinking ship I sent out signal flares But no